07/02/10

Jealousy is a powerful weapon. Yes, we live with it because if not we wouldn't

be living. You say your heart will not break but for each word I speak, I break a little piece of it. You want me to tell you how I feel..&& trust me, I have, but you just don't hear me. It seems easy for you. It seems easy, because you never seem to have anything on your mind except what makes you happy. I know what makes you happy now, but I hate the fact that it does. We are both scared we are hurting each other, when we speak the truth. The thing we do not understand is that the more we keep from each other the further away we drift..

We used to be amazing, what went wrong?

20/01/10

S e c r e t L o v e . . .

16.11.09

Living in my own personal hell..

Remember the first time we met..?

i don't.

03.11.09

Miser a b l e.

We humans are pathetic. From the stars of our existence all we have tired is to become something that we will never achieve.

Today I understood why we pathetic, miserable & worthless humans want so desperately to be better than we were created.

I wished I could stop time & have the courage to speak my mind, without fearing the unforeseen. But as expected, fear stood in the way.

So what do you do then? Simple, we do what we are best at, being considerably mute..

16.09.09

She's everything i'm not..

Fuck you!

03.09.09

Your my addic t i o n.

The sinews of our heart,

the furnace of our lips,

what immortal love..

Oh go on loving me -

never doubt the faithfullest heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours.

01.08.09

And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out.

and you think it will be fine again but not this time around..

And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...