29.03.09

You seek the lonliest person in the world
just to make your heart beat at a pace,
to give your face a smile
& your conscience tranquility.

You neglect the lover
for you know he is no angel,
nor a life saver
or anything marvelous.

You request a miserable life
making the tears blades,
the time infinity
& your dreams bruised.

You convince exquisite bodies
of the darkest lies,
deepest cuts
reality of crawling out.

You suffer in agony
running from the truth,
but hiding from the tale
& resenting yourself.

Please tell me who she is
as i feel like her,
the lover never saves
and life always provides pain.

25.03.09

Its you &&
me...

He takes me by the hand. I look into his blue broken eyes and see the devil crawling out of them. His once sweet lips open and say.
- I think she likes me.
I stand paralyzed by the words that just cut my chest open. My eyes meet the ground, and i feel the rush of anger throught my body. I realize how navie I was for not being able to have noticed that myself.
I feel his warm hand touch my cold chin. My eyes are forced to look into his beautiful blue eyes, and once again his lips slowly start to move.

- Dont worry. You are my world.
As the words creap out of his mouth I feel a cold shiver climb up my spin. I close my eyes & force the tears to stay, slowly my body starts to turn numb. While my eyes are closed, the words start to echo in my head, and as fast as they hit my heart, i understand what they mean. He is not longer mine...

19.03.09

i guess i wasn't good enough...

13.03.09

Letmebeyour l o v e r.
&& would you follow?
if it was me.

&& would you laugh?
if it was me.

Think I’m invincible you see,
Through the me.

12.03.09

Writing is

easiers than speaking

the words.

I cant hear her scream anymore,
but the music is turned low down.

I cant see the tears run down her face,

but i am stearing right in her eyes.

Im listening to my heart beat,

but nothing can be heard.

I look into a mirror,

but no reflection exists.

I give one more glance at her,

but im looking at myslef...

failure && sorry...