29.03.09

You seek the lonliest person in the world
just to make your heart beat at a pace,
to give your face a smile
& your conscience tranquility.

You neglect the lover
for you know he is no angel,
nor a life saver
or anything marvelous.

You request a miserable life
making the tears blades,
the time infinity
& your dreams bruised.

You convince exquisite bodies
of the darkest lies,
deepest cuts
reality of crawling out.

You suffer in agony
running from the truth,
but hiding from the tale
& resenting yourself.

Please tell me who she is
as i feel like her,
the lover never saves
and life always provides pain.